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| .::: My Missed Christmas Wish :::.
I wish that everyone could get a long for once . ^ ^;
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| Hello everyone ! Sorry , I know it's been a while since I've posted an enrty ... So I will now ! ^ ^ . I went to my highschool yesterday and well .. I was really scared . Mom and Dad went with me and well ... they embarressed me to a new level ^ ^;; . Other than that there were a lot of cute guys there !! Masaya-kun won't be going to that school until next year though . To tell you the truth , I wish he wasn't going at all . We don't really talk anymore and I'm glad that we got all that out of the way . A few weeks ago I went to Orlando , Florida with Minto-chan and her family , but I felt sorta left out ... They seemed so happy together and stuff , but my family wasn't there . I'm so glad to be home now ^ ^ . By the way ! I got another Xanga ! It's called Sandersonness . I don't really have any friends on that account ... so will you please subscribe to that one ._. . Anyways !! ^ ^ Minto's birthday is tommorrow and I'm thinking to get her a Gaara plushie ^ ^~ . I hope she'll like it ! Oh yea , and yesterday was Zakuro's father's birthday to . They seemed to have a lot of fun together . They went out for lunch and everything . Then , her dad said she could get her hair dyed a new color for once ^ ^; . I haven't got to see it yet , but I bet it looks really good on her considering her hair color and stuff . She didn't get the whole thing done , just streaks , but still ! :3 I'm gonna get mine done a new color again , but for the school year I'll get it perminatly Auburn . Also , one of Zakuro's friends are getting their hair dyed to .. I call us combined ... The Rainbow Club :D !!! Hm .. lets see what else ... Oh yea !! I found someone else I liked , but I'm not so sure they like me back anymore ... I don't think I should put the name >.>; you know ^ ^;; just incase .. Well , thats all for now ! ^.^ bye !
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| Im feeling sort of bad right now . One of Masaya-kun's friends told Minto-chan that Masaya-kun didnt like her anymore . She got mad and told his friend that she didnt care and that Masaya-kun ruined both her and my life . Later on the bus , Minto-chan was crying , but tried to not let anyone know . Masaya-kun sat infront of us both because there was nowhere else to sit and kind of made things worse . Purin-chan also found someone she loves , but he didnt love her back . Everyone seems to be sad lately , so I had a lot of cheering up to do . At first I was mad at Minto-chan , but now were really good friends . She is a really nice person most of the time if you get to know her . Anyways , Masaya-kun has changed so much . He mostly only likes people now because the way they look . He likes a new girl named Keiko , but there has been a lot of rumors going around about her . Some people say that . . . well , you dont wanna know ^ ^;; . Minto-chan , Purin-chan , and I dont think that it will work out between them . Well , Im glad everyone turned out happy in the end though , so no more worrying ! Yay ! | | |
| Minto-chan was acting kind of weird today . Instead of following Zakuro-sama around she kept following me . To make it even weirder , she blushed everytime she was around Masaya-kun ... She isnt in love with him is she?Masaya-kun ... | | |
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.... How could he do that .... I was right there... Minto-chan has fallen in love with Masaya-kun and he loves her back ..... Its like I dont even exist when their together . I dont want to hate him...but .... I just dont know what to do anymore...Zakuro-sama , Retasu-chan , and Ryou-kun dont know yet , and Im not so sure if I should tell them . I dont want them to worry about me , so Im going to act as cheerful as I can . 
... I have to .... but its so hard ... Masaya-kun even gave Minto-chan a Valentines Day present right infront of me ... There is someone that I talked to about whats been going on , Purin-chan . She has been a really good friend this past week 
... She said that I should find someone better and I should just forget about Masaya-kun , but thats so hard to do ... I had a dream last night that was sort of weird though . At first Masaya-kun and I were at school , but Masaya-kun looked a little different . Instead of having black hair , he had light blond .... At least I think it was Masaya-kun 
.... It better not have been Ryou-kun !!! He already bothers me enough at work ! 
.... - sigh - I hope things get better tommorrow ..... Bye Masaya-kun...